Offred sings a few songs in her head. They are seemingly in contrast: one a gospel song (“Amazing Grace”) and the other a rock song (“Heartbreak Hotel” by Elvis Presley). Both are forbidden in Gilead since they both have the word “free” in them, showing that this society is next level authoritarian if even a Christian gospel song is allowed. But the two have more in common. They are both about loneliness. Though the words of “Amazing Grace” seem hopeful, the tone betrays this. It is “lugubrious” and “mournful,” as the narrator comments. Calling attention to this contrast, we believe the first part of each line more than the second: “I once was lost” seems true, but “now am found” doesn’t. “Was bound” seems true, .but now am free” doesn’t (54). Though “Heartbreak Hotel” doesn’t have the word “free” in it, there’s an implied freedom in death. All the lonely hearts found at the Heartbreak Hotel are so lonely they “could die.” (Read the story behind the writing of “Heartbreak Hotel” here: “Solving the Mystery of Heartbreak Hotel.”) Even freedom...
Chapter 10
Part IV: Waiting Room
Chapter Summary
Still exploring her room, Offred flashes back to the Red Centre when Aunt Lydia talked about how women once dressed indecently at the beach. Offred also flashes back to Moira talking about wearing naughty clothing. This was in a time when women were slowly losing their rights. The chapter ends as Offred sees Nick open the door for the Commander and she wishes she and Moira could throw water balloons at them as in the old days.
